Where I am at

I kind of got lost.  A lot has happened pulling me all different ways and you can read it here.  I have kind of started some new blogs which I tend to be good at but I plan on sticking to these, hopefully.  They may be cheesy but I as I get comfortable letting my true colors shine I hope to get a little bit of me back.

During all these, changes, I have kind of lost my desire for sex.  It could be medication it could be just a new road that I am taking.  But I hope to find my way back to me, whatever that is. ;)

These blogs were made when I was frustrated with my life and wanting to vent.  Even then I was still afraid to type out my feelings.  Love and Hate

Update

So I applied for a job. Had an interview and the whole thing made me nervous. Although I am confident in my abilities I was crazy nervous. I didn't get the job and I was a bit happy because I was worried about my kids.

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Our garden is flourishing and the zucchini's are getting huge. It makes me think back to the time when we would get fresh zucchini from farmers and then we tried one as a dildo. We washed it off put some lube on it and then stuck it in lol Interesting experience to say the least.

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Life is always crazy as it keeps changing, the best we can do is keep up ;-)

10 Roses for 10 Years

Happy Anniversary Lover!

HNT - Dress Shopping

I love this dress!! The best part about it is you dont have to wear a bra. Score!!

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I have been on somewhat of a sexual hiatus. Not wanting. Now that I do want it, I start my period go figure. The balance in my life is crazy. I can't think about or talk about sex because then I want to try more and do more and think more. If those areas need to be shut down or be controlled sex kind of loses it's whole appeal. It's a work in progress. In the end I hope to be happy.

Extreme Pure Gold Leopard Mask & Whip

I have gotten something new and different. Usually I get vibrators of some shape or size but this time I got accessories to wear and play with. 

I love the colors, the animal print and the visions of a good time I get when I look at this toy. When I look at the shiny gold and silver animal print it makes me want to let out my inner animal and growl. Cheesy, I know. 

I have yet to try this out with the man (sexual slump) but I have put on the mask and flashed the whip around to see how it would feel. The masks material that goes against the face is leather like and it felt cool in the beginning but after taking pictures and wearing it, it started making my face sweat. I can understand having sex and sweating but I wore it for maybe ten minutes. I was curious about the whip and if it would hurt but it didn't. The whip sparked just enough to make it enjoyable and not overly painful. Then again it depends on the strength of the person using it. 

The details of this toy are:

Bulk Weight: 3.4(oz) / 0.1(kg)
Stretch-to-fit eye mask with soft comfortable lining
Sturdy fetish whip
Opulent metallic and velvet leopard print
PU and Resin Fiber (mask) Polyester (elastic) Nickel-Free Copper (rivets) Cotton (mask lining) PU (whip, hang loop)
15”/ 38 cm (whip)

I would recommend this toy to people because it is fun, it is light and it can really spice up boring bedroom sex. I would even recommend getting a sexy outfit to go with it. 

To find out more you can go here. 


Disclosure of Material Connection: I received one or more products mentioned above free from manufacturer. My review of the product is based on my personal opinion. I recommend and endorse products based on what I believe is best for my readers. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission's Guidelines, CFR, Part 255. 

It's my birthday...

... And I'll cry if I want to. ;-)

Sunday Stealing

Today we ripped off a blogger named Myne Whitman from the blog of Myne Whitman Writes. She states the she got tagged thanks to Sting, the Nigerian Scorpio, for "tagging me in this free therapy". But, it was probably stolen there as well. So, of course, that will be as far as we go. Tracing back our theft's thieves might take some time. Link back to us at Sunday Stealing!

Sunday Stealing: The Honesty Meme

Cheers to all of us thieves!

Complete the Sentences:

Right now I'm feeling...

My vibrator on my pussy

When I'm alone I feel...

Vibrations surrounding my pussy

When I'm surrounded by people I feel...

Like touching my pussy. Lol just kidding I feel somewhat happy when around people

One thing I hate is...

Clean clothes in the dirty clothes hamper

One thing I really like about myself is ...

My hair and my boobies. Smile

When I'm feeling sad I...

Take bath listen to music

When I daydream it's usually about...

Traveling or being somewhere else

I'm afraid of... Loved one dying unexpected

I'm happiest when...surrounded by quiet or having fun

One thing that really worries me is ...

My anger issues

If I could change one thing about myself it would be...

My anger issues

If I could be with anyone right now I would be with...

My hub

The family member I am closest to is...

Mother

If I was really honest with my father I would tell him...

I miss him

One thing I regret about my life is ...

Having kids too soon

If I only had one more day to live I would...

Say I love you

If I was really honest with my mother i would tell her...

She is cool

One thing about me that nobody knows is...

I am religious

I hope that someday in the future...

I can move forward

When I think about my family I feel...

Distant

Something I'm really embarrassed about is...

Nothing really, farting?

One thing about me I never want to change is...

My attitude

One thing I feel really proud of is...

My children

Blogsville has helped me to...

Open up about sex and try new things

One thing I like about blogsville is...

The diversity